Yet another day..

These days I'm pretty jobless, since I have found myself a job, a decent one but really special because it came earlier than expected. Have watched around 5 movies in the last 2 days. Don't remember the last time I watched movies. This phase of my life is coming to an end soon. Not the movies, the 2 yrs of MBA, PGDM to be precise. Not that I'm nostalgic about it. But things will be a lot different when I return. I have lost more than I have gained, nothing to do with my education though. Some things that cannot be changed, repaired or forgotten. Things that are etched in my memory and will remain there forever. Some pains never cease to exist. The power of human endurance stretches more than can be imagined ever. An aimless girl who continued on the path that life took her, made a decision one day to leave her home far behind to come into a different territory, all for the want of a better career. Little did she know that in 2 years, the place she left behind will never remain the same. Some of the dreams came true, some shattered. Then came the realization that some things in life will always be out of our own control. Not the acceptance of it yet. I read some where that 'God never gives you anything that you cannot handle. But I wish it didn't trust me so much'. So true. When I got a job without much struggle, everyone was excited. I was shocked. My mind was telling me to be happy. I was crying inside. I wish I could share this happiness with the most important people in my life like before. But then things are never going to be like before. I stayed mum. They say, Life goes on. I'm not sure how, but know it's not going to be the same. These 2 years of my life formed an important phase in my life. No one has any clue what the future has in store. It will be yet another day tomorrow.

This is especially for someone who promised that he will read my blog in leisure. Love you Dad.

Change is the Name of the Game....

I'm not good at poetry(but then not very good at writing either!) This started as a comment to one's of my friend's photograph in his orkut album. Since then I had saved it in my desktop and kept adding a line or two whenever I feel like. Might sound like the rhymes you would've learnt in class 5, but whatever...how does it matter! Here it goes...

In the restless dreams I walked alone, Narrow streets of cobble stone

When I turned I saw u there, Was it just a dream in the air

By the fireplace a book in hand, The past I try to find

But memories are never far, I wish it was another hour

Why I never know yesterday, Was it just another day

Can't I ever know tomorrow, Is it filled with sorrow

Is this what it's going to be, the only thing I can see

Something I cannot hold, as pages of life seem to unfold

Sorrow will be later, but it doesnt matter

Things will never be the same, change is the name of the game

(Line 1: courtesy Gautam)